meeting fatman scoop,getting henna!!!!does he love me or he just likes disturbing me???

i love the henna tattoo i got today... absolutely gorgeous... chill its not like i woke up one morning and decided to do this... just spontaneous sturvings..lol... okies so after school my housemate n i decide to go to winners n get a nice over sized everyday bag... after that was done,we both needed to get our eye brows done yuhh... so she tells me about this Indian salon where they thread eyebrows well and they are cheaper n better than where i usually do mine.. so im like sure why not...Wen we got there i found out they do henna... and i came out of the salon with this...

i love it n i think its sooo sexy... so sad it lasts like say 2 weeks :(
Oh yuh.. guess who i saw at pearson airport downtown toronto on a saturday afternoon??

yup yup... Fat man scoop!!!!!!!!!
i was kinda surprised seeing him in Canada... especially waiting in line with me for a cab!!! lol i was kinda shy approaching him and all.. he was the one who said hi..den i gathered the courage to respond back...abi no b human being? so i'm like hi... i love ur show man and wife.. and he goes like really? y'all watch dat over here on MTV? and i'm like naw... i just download d podcast and force my bf to watch it with me..and its fun watching u guys talk abt diff sexual stuff.. he chuckles and asks me for my name...which i gave him ...that a very pretty name he replied....we make small talk until my cab comes and i say goodbye...twas fun meeting him... such a sweet guy ;)
so there's this guy.. I've known him for 2yrs now.. and the funniest thing is that I've never met him...
although I've always bin very fond of him... we were inseparable. we used to talk all the time wen i was in my 1st yr...i was actually falling "in like" with the guy...(i cant say love) i save that sentence for that special someone so yuhh.. he is like in his late 20's and in 9ja working...
we had this big fight last summer and a lot of hateful things wer said... because he had dis jealousy streak and was always on my case about a guy friend of mine..who is now my current bf..
so unexpectedly we hooked up again this winter..and now he was like yuh he has a fiance n all.. and I'm happy for him because any feelings i had for him before have bin buried..
you can imagine his uttermost rage wen he heard the guy he was always accusing me of was my bf..
so in other words all those times he was complaining he was right abi?
what can i say...?? you pushed me S.. u pushed me....
on d real he did... besides the online relationship was getting to me... all that "oohh i will meet u online or lemme call u" was burning me slowly both emotionally and financially..Rogers was soo not lenient with me because i dey do overseas love!!!
My friends even advised me 2 free the guy... so wat if he loves me? or he says he does? ive never even met him b4.. only pics... he wasn't even fair to me.. at least he has seen me on web cam b4 and he is assured abt how i look and there i am still here with a ??? ild get one ild get one... yup.. its bin 2 yrs going on 3 now...
2 years now.. he has.. a fiance which he recently broke it off with saying its my fault because he has all these feelings for me..
weeks later i get it out of him that there was no fiancee and he loves only me.. i dnt even know wat to believe anymore!!!
Now he calls me everyday...to the detriment of my current relationship asking me where i've bin and personal stuff that he is not entitled to know... and furreal it gets on my nerves...but i'm just scared...mehn i dunno does he love me or not? I've bin so mean to him but he still comes back... what if we r only entitled to one true love and we let ours go away cuz we r not attracted 2 him? helpppppppppppppppppp!!!
2years...going on three now.....

xoxo