Sunday, June 21, 2009

100 TRUTHS!!


1. Last drink? Mike`s Hard Lemonade
2. Last phone call? Seun
3. Last text message? Seun
4. Last song you listened to? SOMETHING THAT I LIKE -RYAN LESLIE
5. Last time you cried? does a lil tear count? tuesday

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice? yes
7. Been cheated on? Hells yeah
8. Kissed someone? duh,.. yes naw
9. Lost someone special? hmmm yes ohhh
10. Been depressed? yes... quite a few times, missing my fam back at home, school work, relationships...
11. Been drunk and threw up? nope... i know my limit!! when i start dancing on tables i know i`m good!!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Mustard yellow
14. Black...you can never go wrong with that
15. pink?? not too much shaa

HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends? Yup
17. Fallen out of love? getting there slowly...
18. Laughed until you cried? yes oohhh laffed until my ribs hurt....
19. Met someone who changed you? yes.. changed me for good.. but realized it wasn't worth it in the end
20. Found out who your true friends were? yup..wen im down, i know d ppl 2 call
21. Found out someone was talking about you? yes oo.. positive stuff sha..i`m really friendly..
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? yuppers.. 3 sef!!!
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? most of them
25. Do you have any pets? Do the ones back at home count? if so yes.. 3 dogs. n i love them to bits.. and another one here..bella...a frnds puppy..i love her
26. Do you want to change your name? uhh not really
27. What did you do for your last birthday? I had a big party in Vaughan, n partied till 5am
28. What time did you wake up today? 10 am.. its the weekend!
29. What were you doing at midnight last night? Wishing a friend happy birthday!!
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for? to graduate from uni
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Trusting ppl,sacrificing myself for others.. cuz sum ppl just dnt appric8
33. What are you listening to right now? Hard to find - the dream
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? lol yuppers.. name of the president of our african students association!!
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? nuffin ..im just chill right now
36. Most visited webpage? Facebook,UWaterloo, investopedia..
37. What's your name? lol..Ayo
38. Nicknames? Gidipwincess
39. Relationship Status? single
40. Zodiac Sign? Taurus
41. Male or female or transgendered? female
42. Primary Shoool? Home Science Association school, Ruxton ikoyi
43. Middle School? Little saints Montessori ilupeju..
44. High school ? Lagoon girls secondary school.. Lekki..yes im a lagoon babe..tho i dnt fit the stereotype!!!
45. Hair color? colour 2!!!!!!!! lol
46. Long/medium/short? medium lol...
47. Height? 5'8
48. Do you have a crush on someone? yup! on the president of our federation of students... he is sooooo cute.. n smart
49: What do you like about yourself? everything.. i love myself b4 neone else..
50. Piercings? the 2 my mama gave me on my ears!! im a sucker for pain ooo i runnn
51. Tattoos? none
52. Righty or lefty? righty

FIRSTS :
53. First surgery? a root canal!! thnx to my constant consumption of sweets
54. First piercing? too young 2 remember
56. First sport you joined? lime and spoon ..lol
57. First pet? dog
58. First vacation? london
59. First concert? Akon,sean paul ,kardinal offishall,red cafe
60. First crush? ahhh sisqoo..lol wierd huh?? unleash da dragon!!!!!!!

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eatin? nope
62. Drinking? nope
63. Already missing? some one....lol
64. I'm about to? make lunch and watch a 9ja movie
65. Listening to? tic toc - ciara
66. Thinking about? what to make for lunch.. indomie or order something
67. Waiting for? this to be over

YOUR FUTURE :
68. Want kids? yes
69. Want to get married? yes

70. Careers in mind? an entrepreneur..

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
71. Lips or eyes? lips... i dnt one with lebe...lol pomo lips!!
72. Hugs or kisses? ..kisses
73. Shorter or taller? Taller
74. Older or Younger? older any time any day.. not in d mood to babysit!!
75. Romantic or spontaneous? a lil bit of both...
76. Nice stomach or nice arms? arms...lol i love em
77. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive ..dats sweet
78. Hook-up or relationship? a relationship..
79. Trouble maker or hesitant? ehhh???

HAVE YOU EVER :
81. Drank hard liquor? yup
82. Lost glasses/contacts? yup.. contacts..
83. kissed on 1st date? nope.. wierd
84. Broken someone's heart? yes
85. Had your own heart broken? yes
86. Been arrested? no oohh me dnt like wahala
87. Turned someone down? yes ooooooo
88. Cried when someone died? does my dog make the cut??
89. Liked a friend that of the same sex? Hell no.. damn straight!!!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself? yes if not who else will
91. Miracles? Yes ooo
92. Love at first sight? no...nibo??
93. Heaven? yup
94. Santa Clause? nah mehnn..
95. Kiss on the first date? nope.. i believe in taking things slow...
96. Angels? hmm not sure

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yup.. but sadly that cant happen
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? lol... u dnt wanna know
99. Wish you could change things in your past? no not really i learn from them and they make me grow..
100. Are you posting this as 100 Truths?duhhhhhhhh??!!!!!!!!!!

Goldie- shift

A gal`s gotta move on....

yooo...... i just needed a break.. and i decided to take a week... everyone knows break ups aren't easy.....
After morosely staying at home and all that crap... i started doing stuff to engage myself... stuff i consider fun... i went lazer tagging, bowling, salsa dancing and even to wonderland...
it was as if i was hiding from something u kno... i just had d fear of being alone... cuz i did`nt want to think about it or show any sign of weakness by crying...although i couldn't stop myself from going through the text messages we had together and slowly coming to the realization that the love craze wasn't reciprocal.... even from the very beginning... it was just me head over heels...n crazy about this dude and him replying with msgs...befitting a friend.. no romance nuffin... all my i miss u`s wer relied with an `lol`or ``dont forget to.....` i found myself boiling inside instead of keeping calm and decided to stop reading them...
It didn't help matter`s wen i noticed he wen he was online and stuff.... i cant help but despise him more..ok its kind of love and hate.. i think about the nice times we have spent together and how all of that was a lie...
I also keep hating myself for dating a young boy that doesn't know what he wants!! this would be my first and last time of doing this... there is no point really...
The more i`m alone and i reflect... instead of having lil ray`s of hope that we can work stuff out...i realize instead that`s not going to happen...
i mean i know in the throes of my anger i told him never to call me again.....
but the scary part is, he never did call again...
its weird oohh.. u claim you love someone and you can conveniently go a week without talking to them.... wth??!!
Newaiz.... they say absence makes the heart grow fonder... but in my case it hardens ever so slowly :(
what was the cause of this you ask... it all started with a simple sentence from him..`i do not see a future with you , we are just too different `
my reply was that why then did you date me all this while... like really.. wasting my fucking time and all.. its sooo unfair
but then again, i console my self and think that it could have been worse, he could have led me on for years den dropped me like a hot piece of potato when i was already in too deep... OK so if that's the good thing he did on his part i thank him for that.
Do`nt get me wrong he is such a sweet person and anyone one with him will be happy.. i`m just sad and pissed it wasn't me.. u know.. ohh wells
(my house mate just set the smoke detector off!!!! he is always cooking something!! lol)
yup... so i went salsa dancing at the flying dog on Thursday...and it was fun... with some Jordanian guy i`ve bin posting for a while... twas nice dancing the merengue and reaggeton.. had mad fun and met new people.. the setting was for an older crowd and i really liked this... met some Egyptian guy called zaid..that danced like a pro... pure fun!! numbers where exchanged... wen i got home that night he gave me a call...simple and nice and we decided to go to the movie`s sometime :)
Friday was UW goes to wonderland... had the best time ever ... went on about 8 rides!!! including the much talked about behemoth...lol..tasted funnel cake and i must say i didn't enjoy that shit!!! pure waste of $12 i can never get back!!!!! wth??


on my way with my friend paulina



we played games on the bus.. to keep us busy for the 45min drive.. i won a t shirt and paulina the towel..



took a pic at the international street ..lovely background..:)



funnel cake.... ewww... tastes like puff puff, strawberries and icecream...



Paulina and i getting our hype on!!!



our shirts!!! straight reppin`...



goofin`round with a friend.. :) good times...

didn't get to school until about 10pm... wen i got home i had to shower and go party it up at Caesar`s nightclub!! twas my friend`s bday and i had to be there...so i`m dressing up and zaid calls....what u up to and i tell him ... he offers to come over.. im like sure..(saves me on that cab expense lol) so we go to Caesar`s together... it was mad yo... throwback Friday!!! i was so in d mood to get loose..a couple of screwdrivers and a smoke.. yes!!! i faltered!! i`ve gotten to the part that i really dnt care anymore and i just had this urge to hurt myself... as i was getting help with lighting my stick from zaid.. my ex`s frnd comes over and stops me from smoking.. saying this is not me blah blah... i have to admit i was embarrassed but yuhh i told him i`m a different person now... yuhh let me smoke jare...lol... later on he did express his disappointment... he was asking me where his friend was and i`m like i do`nt know and do`nt care... i so didn't like his disapproving looks as i was grinding against zaid..lol..
ok...its 2am.. i wanna go home i`ve bin up since 7am!! so i go home and all.. the awkward silence in the car as i have reached my house... dis guy wants to get with me...duhh like i didn't see that before..boy was hard from all my grinding in d club... so yeah he tries and i..............

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

p.s : im sorry for abruptly getting all moody on you guys and quitting the bowling game..im just not even in d mood

i just wanna stay in my room and eat.
I just have one thing to say....
Some men act real foolish sometimes , they take instead of give,Lust instead of love and devour instead of preserve!!!

YUP!! It didn't event last up to a year.. n its over...ohh wells :(
the end of a journey - sept 16th 2008 - june15,2009

comfort food : ice cream

comfort song : Ne yo -part of the list


Friday, June 12, 2009

Congrats UW graduates!!!!!salsa night at flying dog!!!

So on thursday i attended a friend's graduation ceremony...twas soo nice.. apart from the long speeches from the chancellor n all... congrats to yetunde,Nyanne and calvin!!!!!As you guys embark on your new journey in life God shall see you through every step of the way!!...piccies of the event...


yours truly...;)


Took a pic with the new graduate and friends... i so envy her now.. lol


The stage n setting of the setting ... isnt it beautiful... :)
ohh wells, will get there somehow someday... yes i see it!!!!!
Graduate of honors economics, international trade specialization, Management studies option!!! ohh yes i see it!!! can i get an AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)

last night was fun i tell u!!!! My frnds and i headed out to flying dog resturant here in waterloo because it was latino night and danced salsa all night long!!! twas so much fun seeing couples move with such rythym and passion... even tboi showed me a couple of steps!!! i so wanna go again yo!!! a few piccies of us :)

on the fone with my boo.. who warned that i must not grope or touch any man!!!! lol


**fabulous ladies of the night**

yummy dessert...chocolate mousse ..oohh lala

with fey... :)
You guys shld check out this video.... absolutely funny!!!! lol...funny baby...

Friday, May 29, 2009

New taxis and double decker buses in lagos

So i was just randomly browsing the net today wen i saw some news on about new stuff in Lagos.. apparently, the commissioner for transport Bamidele Badejo just introduced some new taxis for lagos... and might i saw.. they look awesome... things are definitely getting better at home.. I was surprised as well as impressed as i glanced at the photo of the cars...



whoa 9ja is getting there...soon there will be actual taxis that we can get into without fear of it breaking down on the third mainland bridge..we finally have "oye tight" air conditioned fitted cars for taxis in lagos!!! to God be the glory!!!
Unfortunately despite the praises and all good feelings i have now pertaining this matter... i cant help but get worried when it comes to the maintainance of these vehicles.. you see its one thing to come up with such great ideas and actually bringing them to reality, its another story and work to actually maintain these ideas... u know... i hope they have the right facilities and plan in order to maintain these vehicles or we are back to square one!!!!
Kudos to the government in Lagos... this is real good...but still we are kind of used to them bringing up nice sturves and everything falling yakata in time... you guys remember city bus?? those white Toyota buses meant for transportation with the london underground sign?? yuhh... at first they where good... but where are they now? i really pray that the same thing does not happen to these new cabs...
Im a firm believer of privatization and i believe if these cabs are given to private individuals who will run it..as long as there is that profit motive, the cabs will be maintained... but the downside to this suggestion would be the price... yup.. we would have to pay through our noses to get a ride... although i get excited on the thought of having numerous private taxi companies like the ones over here ...wherever we are we can just dial them from our cellular phone and the come over and pick us up....You know privatization of cabs is not a bad idea.. as long as the ministry of transportation regulates the fares and all to prevent exploitation of customers......
Same thing about the new double Decker buses.. well lets keep our fingers crossed abi?? God dey!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

meeting fatman scoop,getting henna!!!!does he love me or he just likes disturbing me???

i love the henna tattoo i got today... absolutely gorgeous... chill its not like i woke up one morning and decided to do this... just spontaneous sturvings..lol... okies so after school my housemate n i decide to go to winners n get a nice over sized everyday bag... after that was done,we both needed to get our eye brows done yuhh... so she tells me about this Indian salon where they thread eyebrows well and they are cheaper n better than where i usually do mine.. so im like sure why not...Wen we got there i found out they do henna... and i came out of the salon with this...

i love it n i think its sooo sexy... so sad it lasts like say 2 weeks :(
Oh yuh.. guess who i saw at pearson airport downtown toronto on a saturday afternoon??

yup yup... Fat man scoop!!!!!!!!!
i was kinda surprised seeing him in Canada... especially waiting in line with me for a cab!!! lol i was kinda shy approaching him and all.. he was the one who said hi..den i gathered the courage to respond back...abi no b human being? so i'm like hi... i love ur show man and wife.. and he goes like really? y'all watch dat over here on MTV? and i'm like naw... i just download d podcast and force my bf to watch it with me..and its fun watching u guys talk abt diff sexual stuff.. he chuckles and asks me for my name...which i gave him ...that a very pretty name he replied....we make small talk until my cab comes and i say goodbye...twas fun meeting him... such a sweet guy ;)
so there's this guy.. I've known him for 2yrs now.. and the funniest thing is that I've never met him...
although I've always bin very fond of him... we were inseparable. we used to talk all the time wen i was in my 1st yr...i was actually falling "in like" with the guy...(i cant say love) i save that sentence for that special someone so yuhh.. he is like in his late 20's and in 9ja working...
we had this big fight last summer and a lot of hateful things wer said... because he had dis jealousy streak and was always on my case about a guy friend of mine..who is now my current bf..
so unexpectedly we hooked up again this winter..and now he was like yuh he has a fiance n all.. and I'm happy for him because any feelings i had for him before have bin buried..
you can imagine his uttermost rage wen he heard the guy he was always accusing me of was my bf..
so in other words all those times he was complaining he was right abi?
what can i say...?? you pushed me S.. u pushed me....
on d real he did... besides the online relationship was getting to me... all that "oohh i will meet u online or lemme call u" was burning me slowly both emotionally and financially..Rogers was soo not lenient with me because i dey do overseas love!!!
My friends even advised me 2 free the guy... so wat if he loves me? or he says he does? ive never even met him b4.. only pics... he wasn't even fair to me.. at least he has seen me on web cam b4 and he is assured abt how i look and there i am still here with a ??? ild get one ild get one... yup.. its bin 2 yrs going on 3 now...
2 years now.. he has.. a fiance which he recently broke it off with saying its my fault because he has all these feelings for me..
weeks later i get it out of him that there was no fiancee and he loves only me.. i dnt even know wat to believe anymore!!!
Now he calls me everyday...to the detriment of my current relationship asking me where i've bin and personal stuff that he is not entitled to know... and furreal it gets on my nerves...but i'm just scared...mehn i dunno does he love me or not? I've bin so mean to him but he still comes back... what if we r only entitled to one true love and we let ours go away cuz we r not attracted 2 him? helpppppppppppppppppp!!!
2years...going on three now.....

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Sunday, May 17, 2009