Cut my hair!!! whaz a weekend in toronto like?

Had an amazing weekend!!!!! hello blogs ville!!! i know ive been kinda M.I.A for a while but its summer yo... instead of moping around over lost loves...im out with my friends having amazing time....
I cut my hair!!!! yes... and im loving the new look... its mature and all... did it some where in scarborough.. i had to hold myself from crying..but im getting used to it...whaddaya think of it? do u prefer me with long or short hair??



yay or nay??

I enrolled in driving school with a friend of mine... apparently i have to this in order to get a discount in my insurance when i get a car!!! omg it was soooo tiring... spent 6 1/2 hours in class for four days straight!!!! it was crazy mehnnn...but it was worth it!!! had enough lessons, tests and videos and passed with a 98% ...now i can proceed to in car driving lessons.. i started yesterday.. it was crazy mehn..the guy came to my house and he like gives me the keys and says "drive" i look at him... is he mad? does he really want to die today???
i get behind the wheel.... as clueless as shit mayne.. he goes on to say.. "if you passed the in class tests as excellently as you did you should know what to do"... i continue staring at him blankly..
"this is different!!!! this is live and all... its easy to read and cram theory naw"....he ignores me and i have to use my initiative.. which i did... this guy told me to drive on a major road ooohh!!! i was sooo scared!!! whaaattttt!!!! at one point i begged him to teach me properly in a car lot... so we did that....afterward i got a bit more confident with the driving....im kinda looking forward to the next class :)
BTW, did u hear that maze is back??? na wahh ooo!!!! isnt he a pastor?? im still shocked!!...he even made a remix to drake's best i ever had... and im currently feeling his new song called get it featuring cam'ron... wonders shall never cease!!!!
This weekend was on point!!! went to Mississauga to meet my boo... we had an amazing dinner.. :) with friends of his.. it was really interesting... the next day was my friend's birthday... so i dragged my boo to the mall... poor guy.. he was tired as hell but he still followed me... we got gifts for my friend... at one point he was getting cranky... so we went home and had a lil nap...
woke up like 7pm...to his voice..he was talking on the phone... started getting ready...picked up the celebrant and we headed up to milestones downtown Toronto...was a real chill environment...everything was kinda kool...but something weird happened..i noticed my camera light was on from my bag...i brought it out wondering what made it come on..and behold there was a pic of the ex and i kissing...my boo saw it and kept his cool and handled it quite maturely...(praise tha lord) that was effin weird tho...geez!!! he had to leave cuz he had church the next day......after wards we went to circa nightclub!!!!! ladies and gentlemen!! i can now finally say ive been to circa and i must say it aint worth the hype!!! kini!!!!!! ahan... the crowd was just toooo weird!!! and there were too many over eager men trying to buy me drinks!!!! and i got defensive... dnt want to be a victim of the date rape drug ehh......
Lol there was even a very funny incident wen a guy my frnd was dancing with farted!!! that was jokes mehnn!!!! that wen i knew it was time to go home !!!
I had the keys to my boo's apt cuz he was going to crash at his friends( he is such a sweet guy gosh) so i chilled with friends listened to music..they were watching soprano's and i went to crash!!! the next day we had breakfast,then we went to playdium..went on a bungee trampoline..and then go karting!!! it was mad fun whaaaattttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...dinner at moxies after wards..then went home to the loo.....my body is still paining me from the bungee sturves...mehnn... even more excited now cuz im goint to montreal for the weekend... that promises to be mad fun!!! :)
yes i must do everything...from shopping to clubbing and hitting the strip clubs....yes oohhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So here's the video of me on the bungee trampoline :)

Act like a lady,Think like a man

So yuhhh... its bin say what...3 weeks now...
and i must say in the space of that time i have bin constantly misreable...
Seriously from crying at night to sleeping at 3am everyday...
I feel so bitter and used.. i swear.. my life looks bleak everyday... and if not for my friends i dnt know what i would have done to myself..
It even got to the point that i wanted to get satisfaction from inflicting pain on my self...Lord is this what it has come to??
He calls n he is like lets b friends and all.. i agree.. the malice was too much to bear for me..
so yuh he calls me n we talk and its all cool..He tells me he went to see transformers with a "friend" ... in my mind i know who this "friend" is...
duhh im not stupid.. while we wer dating i noticed the way he avoided her calls and txt msgs when we wer together... i friggin brought it up and told him that i noticed it.. and he denied it.. as always...
ok so lets be cool with each other abi... sure.. ild be a big girl and do that...
was off to the mall... to go get acetone nail remover from zellers... cuz i had toremove my falsies...(after one nail broke during an intense game of bowling a week before... it was so hilarious mehn... i rolled the ball and my nail went with it!!! classic lol)
I get down from the bus with my girlfriend and we run into him...
like seriously this town is too small for the both of us..
he comes over and greets us... then hugs me... i feel very akward...this is me trying to get a hold of my life and i run into u..like really...
My friend points out to him that his bus is here... he says he would catch d nxt one...
Again i feel real akwarad... long time he says... all i can do is nod..
Thank God for my friend's presence, she started talking about other stuff... i start getting a hold of myself and i actually talked to him...
i commend his new earfones... noise cancelling..ive always wanted to get them and he beat me to it... i rmbr wen he came over to my house and showed them to me...as i used them the whole day...i loved them...he promised to give me his old ones...the ones we saw wen we went shopping together..at this same mall !!!! lawd!!!!!
so im like "where are my earfones?"and i playfully punch him... Apparently he gave them to his friend to give me... i found this suprising bcos i didnt expect him to do that..even now that we have broken up..i smile and tell him i appreciate it...
i notice he wants to talk longer..but i told him we have to go...i hurriedly rush into the mall...
My friend and i jist together...about how odd and akward that meeting was...
and i still know deep down... damn i love this guy..
Im telling my friend how i would drop my pride and tell him we should work things out... and she gives me this book...Act like a lady,think like a man by steve harvey...
Its a real eye opener about relationships.. ild advice every girl to read it... dats all i can say...intresting from start to finish...read it in 2 days... i never wanted to drop it...
From reading that book,i stop being bitter about my situation...and come to realise that he actually cared bout me... he is just young and confused.. and it was the right thing i did.. also... i shldnt beg for anything.. if he is meant to be mine..we shall be back again... if not i should move on and stop crying over spilt milk....
i call him days after... hey whats up.. lets go see the taking of pelham 123..today.. u kno to clear the akwardness between us.... he is like uhh..he has to meet up with a friend...
and then the realization hits...ever so hard... this guy really doesnt give a damn about me sha...he is like he would call me later..so we could go.. i tell him not to worry.. ild find some one else...
I made a solem promise..never to call him again... or talk to him for six months... until im truly over this matter..
so i head on to school ooo... the usual,assignments then a meeting.. after the meeting tboi n i decide to go n eat...
i suggest my fave indian resturant on campus and we head on there...at the resturant we meet up with my girl...the one who gave me the book to read..
so we head inside... i order my usual and we are eating and jisting with loud voices...
And through the doors he walks in... yup.. and this time with the "friend" oohh yes i recognise her... ive facebook stalked his profile for 2weeks... so i knew it was her..
They both stroll inside and this is me thinking!!! how dare he?? bringing that uglyass bitch to my favorite resturant... he fucking knows its my favorite resturant! i friggin introduced him to this place!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could he???!!!!!
My friend grabs my hand and squeezes it...i have to be calm about this..
He walks over and greets us..and tries to hug me..but i reject him instead i bring out my hand for a shake..(akward moment part 2)
i continue the convo i had with my friends and then that little mouse aka "the friend" says "hi,my name is esther and im ghanian"... in my mind im like so fucking what?? u are ghanian so we must talk to u?? bitch please abegi commot make we hear word...
so they go and eat...i guess the atmosphere was too hot for them cuz they ordered take out...
My friend tries to confort me about how he is one useless undergrad student and how they are in the rain together..lol
and how i have a working class guy on my case who cares about me n had a faboulous thing going on for him..
Ive lost my appetite and i order my basmati rice and tandori chicken to be packed for me...
I NEED TO GET A FUCKING GRIP ON MYSELF AND MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!
i go over to meet my friend/new guy... he has always been there for me...gosh...
he picks me from the train station and gives me a kiss and hugs me tightly... i feel so loved...
We get to his place and he has noticed ive lost weight..i havent smiled in weeks and now i smile because of him...
he dedicates a song to me...one time by charlie wilson ...i understand the lyrics.. he knows im stuck on the ex..and he wants to show me..how to feel love and be love in return..and i fall asleep in his arms...he is heaven sent..just what i need right now...



ps: any one who wants the book.. i have the ebook version..can can mail it to you.. :)
xoxo

Transformers!!! (yawn!!!) new vid by Tinu-wild thing

So i eventually went to see transformers with friends of mine...
i believe the movie was over hyped!! it started at 10;40pm and it was 1am and we wer still watching it!!! haba... the movie was too long jo...yes i developed a liking for bumble bee...(so cute) and optimus prime... the cars in the movie wer sick, i.e when the auto bots wer in disguise... the twins constant insults at each other created much needed humor for the movie... in the beginning the fights wer amazing and kind of got me intrigued... then an hour into the movie, the fighting scenes kinda got boring for me...so boring that i started looking for stuff to distract myself like how cute bumblebee was...


gosh he was so cute and funny especially because he couldn't talk and had to use his radio to communicate.. i also liked the car he turns into.. odikwa sexy sturvings mehnn...



optimus prime... aka oga pata pata... and his bado image.. commanding the other robots and all... doesn't his voice seem like that of Earl Jones? or was it just me??



Is it me or did Meagan fox's lips look fuller like she had work done?? Her character was so forgettable and insignificant... but i guess they have to put a sexy
babe to complete the movie.. all i rmbr is her lips and... uh... her lips....lol

as usual, i snooped around youtube and found another video... lol...ermm..be inspired...

100 TRUTHS!!

1. Last drink? Mike`s Hard Lemonade
2. Last phone call? Seun
3. Last text message? Seun
4. Last song you listened to? SOMETHING THAT I LIKE -RYAN LESLIE
5. Last time you cried? does a lil tear count? tuesday

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice? yes
7. Been cheated on? Hells yeah
8. Kissed someone? duh,.. yes naw
9. Lost someone special? hmmm yes ohhh
10. Been depressed? yes... quite a few times, missing my fam back at home, school work, relationships...
11. Been drunk and threw up? nope... i know my limit!! when i start dancing on tables i know i`m good!!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Mustard yellow
14. Black...you can never go wrong with that
15. pink?? not too much shaa

HAVE YOU:
16. Made new friends? Yup
17. Fallen out of love? getting there slowly...
18. Laughed until you cried? yes oohhh laffed until my ribs hurt....
19. Met someone who changed you? yes.. changed me for good.. but realized it wasn't worth it in the end
20. Found out who your true friends were? yup..wen im down, i know d ppl 2 call
21. Found out someone was talking about you? yes oo.. positive stuff sha..i`m really friendly..
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? yuppers.. 3 sef!!!
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? most of them
25. Do you have any pets? Do the ones back at home count? if so yes.. 3 dogs. n i love them to bits.. and another one here..bella...a frnds puppy..i love her
26. Do you want to change your name? uhh not really
27. What did you do for your last birthday? I had a big party in Vaughan, n partied till 5am
28. What time did you wake up today? 10 am.. its the weekend!
29. What were you doing at midnight last night? Wishing a friend happy birthday!!
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for? to graduate from uni
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Trusting ppl,sacrificing myself for others.. cuz sum ppl just dnt appric8
33. What are you listening to right now? Hard to find - the dream
34. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? lol yuppers.. name of the president of our african students association!!
35. What's getting on your nerves right now? nuffin ..im just chill right now
36. Most visited webpage? Facebook,UWaterloo, investopedia..
37. What's your name? lol..Ayo
38. Nicknames? Gidipwincess
39. Relationship Status? single
40. Zodiac Sign? Taurus
41. Male or female or transgendered? female
42. Primary Shoool? Home Science Association school, Ruxton ikoyi
43. Middle School? Little saints Montessori ilupeju..
44. High school ? Lagoon girls secondary school.. Lekki..yes im a lagoon babe..tho i dnt fit the stereotype!!!
45. Hair color? colour 2!!!!!!!! lol
46. Long/medium/short? medium lol...
47. Height? 5'8
48. Do you have a crush on someone? yup! on the president of our federation of students... he is sooooo cute.. n smart
49: What do you like about yourself? everything.. i love myself b4 neone else..
50. Piercings? the 2 my mama gave me on my ears!! im a sucker for pain ooo i runnn
51. Tattoos? none
52. Righty or lefty? righty

FIRSTS :
53. First surgery? a root canal!! thnx to my constant consumption of sweets
54. First piercing? too young 2 remember
56. First sport you joined? lime and spoon ..lol
57. First pet? dog
58. First vacation? london
59. First concert? Akon,sean paul ,kardinal offishall,red cafe
60. First crush? ahhh sisqoo..lol wierd huh?? unleash da dragon!!!!!!!

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eatin? nope
62. Drinking? nope
63. Already missing? some one....lol
64. I'm about to? make lunch and watch a 9ja movie
65. Listening to? tic toc - ciara
66. Thinking about? what to make for lunch.. indomie or order something
67. Waiting for? this to be over

YOUR FUTURE :
68. Want kids? yes
69. Want to get married? yes

70. Careers in mind? an entrepreneur..

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
71. Lips or eyes? lips... i dnt one with lebe...lol pomo lips!!
72. Hugs or kisses? ..kisses
73. Shorter or taller? Taller
74. Older or Younger? older any time any day.. not in d mood to babysit!!
75. Romantic or spontaneous? a lil bit of both...
76. Nice stomach or nice arms? arms...lol i love em
77. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive ..dats sweet
78. Hook-up or relationship? a relationship..
79. Trouble maker or hesitant? ehhh???

HAVE YOU EVER :
81. Drank hard liquor? yup
82. Lost glasses/contacts? yup.. contacts..
83. kissed on 1st date? nope.. wierd
84. Broken someone's heart? yes
85. Had your own heart broken? yes
86. Been arrested? no oohh me dnt like wahala
87. Turned someone down? yes ooooooo
88. Cried when someone died? does my dog make the cut??
89. Liked a friend that of the same sex? Hell no.. damn straight!!!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself? yes if not who else will
91. Miracles? Yes ooo
92. Love at first sight? no...nibo??
93. Heaven? yup
94. Santa Clause? nah mehnn..
95. Kiss on the first date? nope.. i believe in taking things slow...
96. Angels? hmm not sure

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yup.. but sadly that cant happen
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? lol... u dnt wanna know
99. Wish you could change things in your past? no not really i learn from them and they make me grow..
100. Are you posting this as 100 Truths?duhhhhhhhh??!!!!!!!!!!

Goldie- shift

A gal`s gotta move on....

yooo...... i just needed a break.. and i decided to take a week... everyone knows break ups aren't easy.....
After morosely staying at home and all that crap... i started doing stuff to engage myself... stuff i consider fun... i went lazer tagging, bowling, salsa dancing and even to wonderland...
it was as if i was hiding from something u kno... i just had d fear of being alone... cuz i did`nt want to think about it or show any sign of weakness by crying...although i couldn't stop myself from going through the text messages we had together and slowly coming to the realization that the love craze wasn't reciprocal.... even from the very beginning... it was just me head over heels...n crazy about this dude and him replying with msgs...befitting a friend.. no romance nuffin... all my i miss u`s wer relied with an `lol`or ``dont forget to.....` i found myself boiling inside instead of keeping calm and decided to stop reading them...
It didn't help matter`s wen i noticed he wen he was online and stuff.... i cant help but despise him more..ok its kind of love and hate.. i think about the nice times we have spent together and how all of that was a lie...
I also keep hating myself for dating a young boy that doesn't know what he wants!! this would be my first and last time of doing this... there is no point really...
The more i`m alone and i reflect... instead of having lil ray`s of hope that we can work stuff out...i realize instead that`s not going to happen...
i mean i know in the throes of my anger i told him never to call me again.....
but the scary part is, he never did call again...
its weird oohh.. u claim you love someone and you can conveniently go a week without talking to them.... wth??!!
Newaiz.... they say absence makes the heart grow fonder... but in my case it hardens ever so slowly :(
what was the cause of this you ask... it all started with a simple sentence from him..`i do not see a future with you , we are just too different `
my reply was that why then did you date me all this while... like really.. wasting my fucking time and all.. its sooo unfair
but then again, i console my self and think that it could have been worse, he could have led me on for years den dropped me like a hot piece of potato when i was already in too deep... OK so if that's the good thing he did on his part i thank him for that.
Do`nt get me wrong he is such a sweet person and anyone one with him will be happy.. i`m just sad and pissed it wasn't me.. u know.. ohh wells
(my house mate just set the smoke detector off!!!! he is always cooking something!! lol)
yup... so i went salsa dancing at the flying dog on Thursday...and it was fun... with some Jordanian guy i`ve bin posting for a while... twas nice dancing the merengue and reaggeton.. had mad fun and met new people.. the setting was for an older crowd and i really liked this... met some Egyptian guy called zaid..that danced like a pro... pure fun!! numbers where exchanged... wen i got home that night he gave me a call...simple and nice and we decided to go to the movie`s sometime :)
Friday was UW goes to wonderland... had the best time ever ... went on about 8 rides!!! including the much talked about behemoth...lol..tasted funnel cake and i must say i didn't enjoy that shit!!! pure waste of $12 i can never get back!!!!! wth??


on my way with my friend paulina



we played games on the bus.. to keep us busy for the 45min drive.. i won a t shirt and paulina the towel..



took a pic at the international street ..lovely background..:)



funnel cake.... ewww... tastes like puff puff, strawberries and icecream...



Paulina and i getting our hype on!!!



our shirts!!! straight reppin`...



goofin`round with a friend.. :) good times...

didn't get to school until about 10pm... wen i got home i had to shower and go party it up at Caesar`s nightclub!! twas my friend`s bday and i had to be there...so i`m dressing up and zaid calls....what u up to and i tell him ... he offers to come over.. im like sure..(saves me on that cab expense lol) so we go to Caesar`s together... it was mad yo... throwback Friday!!! i was so in d mood to get loose..a couple of screwdrivers and a smoke.. yes!!! i faltered!! i`ve gotten to the part that i really dnt care anymore and i just had this urge to hurt myself... as i was getting help with lighting my stick from zaid.. my ex`s frnd comes over and stops me from smoking.. saying this is not me blah blah... i have to admit i was embarrassed but yuhh i told him i`m a different person now... yuhh let me smoke jare...lol... later on he did express his disappointment... he was asking me where his friend was and i`m like i do`nt know and do`nt care... i so didn't like his disapproving looks as i was grinding against zaid..lol..
ok...its 2am.. i wanna go home i`ve bin up since 7am!! so i go home and all.. the awkward silence in the car as i have reached my house... dis guy wants to get with me...duhh like i didn't see that before..boy was hard from all my grinding in d club... so yeah he tries and i..............

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

I AM SAD AND WILL NOT CRY

p.s : im sorry for abruptly getting all moody on you guys and quitting the bowling game..im just not even in d mood

i just wanna stay in my room and eat.
I just have one thing to say....
Some men act real foolish sometimes , they take instead of give,Lust instead of love and devour instead of preserve!!!

YUP!! It didn't event last up to a year.. n its over...ohh wells :(
the end of a journey - sept 16th 2008 - june15,2009

comfort food : ice cream

comfort song : Ne yo -part of the list

Congrats UW graduates!!!!!salsa night at flying dog!!!

So on thursday i attended a friend's graduation ceremony...twas soo nice.. apart from the long speeches from the chancellor n all... congrats to yetunde,Nyanne and calvin!!!!!As you guys embark on your new journey in life God shall see you through every step of the way!!...piccies of the event...


yours truly...;)


Took a pic with the new graduate and friends... i so envy her now.. lol


The stage n setting of the setting ... isnt it beautiful... :)
ohh wells, will get there somehow someday... yes i see it!!!!!
Graduate of honors economics, international trade specialization, Management studies option!!! ohh yes i see it!!! can i get an AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)

last night was fun i tell u!!!! My frnds and i headed out to flying dog resturant here in waterloo because it was latino night and danced salsa all night long!!! twas so much fun seeing couples move with such rythym and passion... even tboi showed me a couple of steps!!! i so wanna go again yo!!! a few piccies of us :)

on the fone with my boo.. who warned that i must not grope or touch any man!!!! lol


**fabulous ladies of the night**

yummy dessert...chocolate mousse ..oohh lala

with fey... :)
You guys shld check out this video.... absolutely funny!!!! lol...funny baby...